Back to work...

So I offically have less then one week left of maternity leave. I am not ready to go back to work yet. With Gray I was more then ready but for some reason I am dreading it this time. I know once I get back in the swing of things I will be fine but I am just not ready to leave the girls and not be with them for over 40 hours per week. I just we just need to win the lottery (mom you need to do this since we don't play the lottery) and I can retire and be with them :o)